I was alone with a real girl in a real environment – it was not computer graphics – and was able to look around and consider the situation. It was morning, sunbeams flooded the white kitchen, on the dining table sat a half-naked redheaded beauty, and at the table was me – or my avatar. She took a few sips of orange juice, then slipped out of a thin white shirt, smiled playfully, looked me in the eye and began teasing with her touch.
She was close. Very close. If it were real, we would be nose to nose. But it was a very strange and uncomfortable sensation. My brain only half understood that I do not communicate with a real person and sent to consciousness signals reserved for unwanted meetings. “Who is she? You just met. Why is she so close? Please take a step back, step back, step back, it is even closer, why is it still here? “. It seemed to me that our eye contact lasts forever and I felt quite awkward.
I often fear people, especially when I can not talk to them. Virtual porn caused a really hardcore reaction. The illusion that the girl was real broke. As soon as she moved closer, she turned into a ghost – I did not feel hot breath, did not hear her heart beating, it seemed as if she was not around. I did not feel like I was near a real person, I was paralyzed, and beside me there was a weightless ghost – a soulless skeleton in a seductive shell, from which I wanted to take off my skin to find out what was inside.
Despite all this, I do not deny that the elements of virtual porn in places were quite effective. My brain believed that there was a living person nearby. It was a little strange and confusing, but it looked very impressive.
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